Tuesday, October 14, 2008

♥Because it's you.

even though i really love you,
i'm gonna smile cos i deserve to,
it'll all get better in time.

Hello People(!)

Schooled as usual today, nothing much. Boringggg.
English, went through paper 2.
Physics, went through sound.
Chemistry, did worksheet & did our own work. many of us slept.
Chinese, watched pinochio. did our own things.
Form Teacher Period, wrote the things for Mrs Yeo. & did our own things.
After school, waited till 2.3o. We went up to the hall for Lunchtime Concert.
After 15-20 minutes of waiting(?), it finally began.
Dance was great. Not bad though, yeh. There was jumpstyle too :/
It took place for around 20 minutes, and it ended.
Anchorpoint-ed with Bestbuds.
Looked for straps there, but, well, nothing suit our taste.
There's no MickeyMouse/Elmo/Poohbear. :/
Badbadbad, but they're quite cute though.
Shall go vivo to look for straps soon, :D
Steadstead said there's straps for sale in vivo!
Hopefully there're nicer ones, I want elmo & cookiemonsterrrr! ):
Went to Janice's house at around 5.
Watched "douniuyaobuyao", and helped her with blogskin. :}
Left her house at around 6.50. Interchange-d with Christabel & Weili.
Saw Chongjing & Hongde. 131-ed home, Chongjing came up too.
At the next stop, Jansen & Andrew came up the bus. :D
Andrew went home, Chongjing, Jansen & me went down to court to see who's there.
Junjie went home already, if not going to say Hello one. Long time no see alr.
There were Joey, Mingduo, Gary, Calvin. I think only them, forgotten.
Went home with them afterwards. :]
Slept just now, I'm still very tired. Oh gawd. Shitass ):
i'mworriedaboutmyresults,ijustdon'tshowoutmyfeelings.don'tjudgeabookbyitscover.hopeicanbepromoted.
♥/edit-ed.
sighs, as I read baby's blog, tears flowed.
i thought back, of the past. when we're together.
those happy times, i used to have with you.
the care and concerns, love, hugs and kisses i used to have from you.
when i'm cold, you'd give me warmth.
whenever i'm sad, you'd try your best to make me smile.
even though when you're not trying. i can smile.
there were so many things that happened, they were unsaid.
the problems between us, so many things. sighs.
no matter how much i tried, you said it was pointless.
i tried my best, but you wouldn't give us one more chance.
after so long, i thought i could have forgotten.
but in fact, i really can't. a brave front, cannot hide the weak side for long.
after some time, the brave front will still breakdown.
hweelin said, i always fake, say i'm okay, i'm fine. but in fact, i'm really very sad.
i'm very afraid that i'd breakdown again, because i really don't want to.
all i needed, is just the care & concern, from you again.
i missed the times, we had. seriously, those times.
you'd always be there for me, to listen to my rantings and whatsoever.
you'd withstand my attitude, knowing that i'm in a badmood.
but now, it's no longer there, sighs.
if only, there's a time machine.

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